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#LSBencourage Story 2

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Welcome to the second story feature of “Law School Buddy: ENCOURAGE” where we share some of the most inspiring, encouraging, and heartwarming stories of our friends inside and outside of law school. Here’s the story of someone who failed the #Bar2019 exams but promises herself to never give up.

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Never give up Never surrender!

April 29, 2020, I can say na ito yung pinakamalungkot na araw in my 30 years of existence! I failed the Bar exam! On April 28,2020, my daughter who is only 6 years old asked, mama attorney ka na bukas? I just smiled and silently prayed na please Lord gawin mo akong abogada bukas. Here comes, April 29,2020 wala akong pangalan sa list of new lawyers.

Sobrang lungkot and sakit yung naramdaman ko. Gusto kong magwala pero diko magawa.  Naupo lang ako and silently asking God WHY? Ginawa ko naman lahat, sinusunod naman kita? Bigla na lang tumakbo  papunta sa akin yung 2 years old niece ko na naglalaro and niyakap ako ng mahigpit, medyo gumaan pakiramdam ko that time pero masakit pa din loob ko. Nagtampo talaga ako kay Lord.

Habang pinipigilan kong umiyak, sabi ko sa anak ko and 4 years old pamangkin, hindi ako pumasa. Umiyak silang dalawa pero mas grabe iyak ng pamangkin ko so i need to comfort her. Yung feeling na kailangan mo ng comfort pero you need to comfort others. Di ko na maalala kung paano ko kinaya yun. 

Earier today, parang bumalik yung feeling na sobrang down ko, sabi ko bakit kaya? Wala naman akong pinagdadaanan. Tapos nakita ko shared memories ng mga kakilala kong pumasa sa bar. Kaya pala!! Sana tuluyan na akong makapag move on! Sana bumalik yung sipag ko para makapag Bar na din next year!! Bumagsak ako pero papasa tayo! Sama ko self ko, gusto ko talagang maging abogada!

Non Desistas Non Exieris!

-probinsyana, bumagsak pero papasa.

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